Composition.

This wont sound right. These words wont extract from my brain the way i'm thinking that they should. Everyone seems to be finally growing up around me and it's as though i haven't noticed how fast these months have been and gone. I regret that i haven't embraced the time that i have somehow let fly past me. I am 15 in two days and it's great, but it seems as though the increase in age progresses the increase in distance. I have been to wrapped up in myself to pay attention to the people that matter. I've been through this, I didn't like it then and i'm not liking this now. I miss how things used to be. Where has the last year and a half gone?