this whole situation between us confuses me, i really do hate feeling like this. feeling like i am so completely controlled by one person, it's restraining. I sometimes feel like you expect so much from me that i'm not willing to give you and it makes me feel horrible. you're amazing though and you genuinely make me happy, it's just sometimes i feel like backing out, and i know that you know i think like this, and i know you try hard to stop me, but all this could fuck with my head - it's already started to - and i don't think want to go back to how i was with him. I wish things were easier between us but things will get better, promise (:
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