i don't know who my friends are.

I can't trust anyone anymore. i hate this. what the fuck am i doing? i'm breaking myself apart with substance and insecurities and i am caged in a place where everyone is so completely idiotic and oblivious to how fucked up they really are. i just really can't do this anymore. i'm going so fucking insane. im constantly on drugs and i havent slept in days. i'm doubting everything, i don't believe anyone. you are all liars. you are all so fucking disgusting. none of you mean anything to me. fuck.