nihilism

self realization.

i chose to stop thinking into people that day.

i refused to let anyone into my mind.

i became a self absorbed puzzle of thoughts that i always had the potential to let go of.

potential release. but never quite getting there.

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i've realised who is important to me and i can't keep up this roadblock.

"because i think i have people who i care about"

i'm sorry.